Welcome Back! To myself and to all of you who are still finding the time to follow me :)
I am going to be brutally honest with myself and with everyone who is reading this...I have sucked :) I have not been doing what I wanted to be doing, nor have I been working out or eating like I have been wanting to. The only person to blame is ME! I know that I have had a lot of people tell me that "you have had so much stuff going on in your life right now, you have every right to have slacked" um...NO! I should have been working out my stress not eating it. Shame on me!
So, here I am, back at it. Tim is still supporting me 100% which is great but I feel bad for the poor guy. He hears me complain every day if not 10 times a day about how I hate what I look like, I hate how I feel, I want to cry when I go to get dressed, ect... Still he smiles at me, wraps his arms around me and tells me that I will get there, he will help me get there and it is going to be ok and that he loves me for me. Love that man!
I have made a promise to myself that I am done with pop, diet and regular. I know this sounds horrible but I will be starting that one tomorrow (only because I have drank pop today) but tomorrow is a different story. I am going to be starting what I did when I was on slimgenics and drinking my 80 ounces of water a day instead. I am going to try what I have seen on pinterest about freezing "real" fruit juice into ice cubes and throw that into my water every day to give it some little pizazz!
I am going to start back up with the Jillian Michaels too, hopefully I can get that started back up tonight. I am really wanting to get a jump on this weight loss again, I know that it isn't always easy to see when you start losing even just a little but I need to just do it. Hannah's 5th birthday is coming up on the 7th of July and we will be having family in town visiting. There is a certain person who has said some very hurtful things about me, such as "we are waiting for the big fat one" and other mean things who will be in attendance at her birthday party so if I can even look a tad bit different (for the better) from Benjamin's party that was last weekend to when she comes back again, that will be a great way to throw it in her face! (I think most of you know who I am talking about!)
Thank you for following me on this journey again. I appreciate all the support :) Again, I am open for advice, recipies, working out (that is free!) and anything else people want to lend me!
LETS DO THIS!
